Wednesday, March 29, 2017

《无可救耀的杰耀》-斗气-

《无可救耀的杰耀》-斗气- 如果你进不到你想要的公司里打工,你就立志当老板有天把他的公司买起来。如果上司不请你打工,有本事就当上司的上司。 想当模特儿,但没被模特经纪公司看起。就希望有天你当他们的老板。斗气,如果到最后是你想要的梦。那是你最好的推动力。如果不是,你可能要吃更多苦来证明自己是有价值,可以当你要的,只是他们没发现的宝石。斗气和梦想,梦想和现实,理想和理智一线之差, 有谁没有大大的梦,大家都被推倒多次而失去了多少沸腾的热血热诚放弃了,改变了,变小了自己原本的梦。您还记得你是谁吗?

Thursday, March 23, 2017

《无可救耀的杰耀》行人&司机

《无可救耀的杰耀》行人斑马线绿灯了车子就该停了,车子还是继续过时,过路人就觉得“我在过路,你敢撞我,你就是错!”。司机就觉得“我撞你,你死先,我还在。”大家都喜欢往自己的角度去看东西就忘了为人着想,不耐烦的无奈,人的本性。

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

《无可救耀的杰耀》底线

《无可救耀的杰耀》公说公有理,婆说婆有理。开车的人会说”我停车下来让你过路,你就过快点。”过路人就会说,”我走路已经汗流浃背,过马路还要快步。”大家人心都有限,您的底线又在哪里?占你便宜,互不相让。放宽心也许会让自己好过,自己气爆不如让自己好过。社会何时可以再见色彩。

<无可救耀的杰耀> 火车

<无可救耀的杰耀>在一个火车厢里,挤满了人。有的会默默的缩小自己让别人加入空间里,有的以无视目中无人的姿态摆出"我要自己空间,没有人可以改变我"。有的放下自己背上的负担到自己的手握里,脚下里让出多一个人站的空间。大部分的眼里只有3C世界。有的对别人侵入了个人空间反驳,有的心里翻了无数的白眼飙脏话。有的则在自己的音乐胶囊里。
In the train space fulled of people. Some people shrink themselves, allowing people to fill in the space. Some remains a posture saying "this is my space and nobody is welcome into my space" Some people put down the weight on their shoulder to their hands or on the ground between their feets to give out one more person space. Others only having their phones in their eyes. Some will voice out to the intruders of their personal space, some will be rolling eyes countless in their mind and scolding in their hearts. Some will be in their music capsules

Friday, January 8, 2016

Model for nude photography is also just a job

特别优秀的模特儿就能容易找到正当模特儿时尚的工作,世界这么大,有多少人有一样梦想但就是不是那位特出的。当人每次问我为什么要拍一些性感照,有生理反应的照片。我只是想说我自己已经澄清很多次了,要以模特儿为工作的一部分为生活,一半是兴趣,一半就是要肯接比一般模特儿不可能接的工作,裸照可以是艺术照,也可以是商业化,现实社会要看的。如果我永远都等着时尚品牌找我,我可能永远都没机会做模特儿的经验。为什么要问我“当天摄影师如果是同志拍你全裸,你不怕吗?他不是赚到了?“ “ 如果你当天拍摄有生理反应真么办?”我只想说这是一份工作,就像演员把自己的本分做好呈现出他们要的照片,是艺术也好不是也好,是一份工作,一份专业,就是呈现出照片里的一种幻想,一种意境,一个讯息。有没有生理反应,也是要继续把拍摄拍完。我接全裸拍摄工作是因为没有很多人敢接,那就是我的机会来做别人不做的,不容易但那就是我。被问的我是会觉得,一,你没看过我己经回答过类似问题;二,我会觉得尴尬当你把拍摄过程充满幻想,也让我觉得不被尊敬的感觉。也许你是要问我是否喜欢拍摄裸照或性感照,我只能说现在的我习惯了,但我还是会小心得选拍摄主题和概念还有可靠的摄影师。我的不好经验我不想说不代表我是随便的人。

Specially unique models are easy to get proper modelling fashion editorial jobs in this big world where many have the same dream to be the successful model. Every time people asked me "Why I want to take these sexy photos such as underwear or nude photos or with bulge seen?" "If the photographer is gay and photograph you nude, he is so lucky and "earned" so much" or "what if during the photoshoot and you have an erection?". I have declared a few times about why before. Being a model is not just passion on what you like to do, people choose you more than you choose what job you want if they find you're not suitable. To create or to have my own model experience, I chose to take jobs or model for some photoshoot that not all models willing to do, in order to survive, in order to be outstanding or show I can do more than just fashion, editorial. Doing nude photoshoot or sexy photoshoot is just another modelling job, either is artistic or commercialised. It's a job, a profession, is like acting to deliver the picture that the photographer or client wants. Is business, sex-appeal. Whenever I am being asked, I felt, first, I have talked about it here or at my blog before. Second, I don't feel comfortable when your questions seems like giving yourself a fantasy of the photoshoot behind the scene, I felt not respected in some ways. Maybe you want to ask mainly is am I enjoying myself taking sexy or nude photos? right now I can only say I already used to it, but it doesn't mean I am simply person. I still choose photoshoot based on the concept, the idea/ theme, the purpose. And also choosing trustable photographer. I have bad experiences that I don't want to tell doesn't mean I am simply person and I don't want being treated like I am a playboy or slut just because I do nude photography. A slut or play boy doesn't need to be photographed to begin with.