Jobless Day 5 & 6

Have been making salads for breakfast last 2 days and today. Eating two eggs, but only ate one egg yolk for the last 2 days and today eating 3 eggs  and one egg yolk, the rest are egg white only. Last two days have been eating oat flakes with dried fruits with milk for tea time between lunch and dinner. Hitting to the gym four days a week. I just hope I am not wasting time and money investing on my body that is not seeing better results yet. I was little worry since I am jobless now and busy thinking and preparing my other blogs to put up my artworks. =)

Yesterday I have followed my dad to service my car and sister's car. It has been a long time I have not help out dad doing things like these other than doing housekeeping works and I felt happy that I can help out after such a  long while. Thus, I ended up spent lesser time yesterday on the design I am working for my another blog's wallpaper. Here's an image of the header.

Jobless Day 4

Finally I got the chance to work with Ad, the photographer today as previously cancelled on yesterday photography session. This is only one of the quick edit photo done by him. I am excited to see the photos of me wearing his handmade pauldron which I think is cool.

I think his talent shouldn't be wasted and need to get to know some makeup artists as his working partners or friends so in future can create greater impact. I also do hope we get the chance to work on some artsy projects or handcraft.

Ad is a talented busy costume clothes maker or you can say he is the tailor that create the imaginary, fictional costumes.

Today I am grateful that I get to work with new photographer and get to try costume theme.  I grateful that I have completed my blog's new header although I am not sure does it matches my background still, a lot of things to find out and learn.

I am thankful today I did spent it usefully.

Jobless Day 3

The photoshoot was being cancelled, I guess starting up is always the toughest time. The photographer end up having sudden changes in his schedule due to personal problems. I guess today wasn't my lucky day as I was notified when I already halfway driving.  Oh well, life doesn't always get the way you want.

Since the photography session cancelled, I went to nearby groceries store to buy ingredients to cook for tonight's dinner as I don't want to feel my travel trip being a blind wasted one. Rainy day when I just got home, I carried big and small plastic bags of food and my bag packed with clothes walked into house.

I did a little changes on my current blog's background wallpaper.  Didn't got the chance to create a header yet. But I managed to washed and hanged my clothes although they didn't get to dry on such humid cloudy weather today.

I am grateful that I get back home safe today and managed to make and enjoyed a simple dinner at home. I am grateful today wasn't fully wasted as I got to made a meal, went to gym, washed some clothes, bought a sketch book and browsed the book store  and bought some groceries for tomorrow's breakfast. Hope I get to wake up early to prepare tomorrow. =)

Wish me good luck and bless everyone.

Jobless Day 2

Had a tiring day at driving in the city with my partner and sister. But I had a good day still although time flew quickly.

I am grateful that I get to spend time with my lover together with my family today.

Tomorrow I am having a photoshoot but my face isn't at my best state. wish me good luck =)

Jobless Day 1

The picture I wrote,

"I remember a story was being told during this trip before I came here, a middle aged Asian woman
who lives there said, “If you’ve never been there, done that, you’ll never know how crazy you are,
how stupid we were in our youth. Like when you were young, you were so excited to go to Times
Square to count down for New Year Eve, just to get into the crowd see the “apple” drop down and
that’s all. When you look back, you only realize how crazy you were. You won’t know if you have
not done that.” Well I think that’s called life, you have lived with special memories."

I apologize if I have a lot of grammar errors in my writing.

Refreshing my memories after I quit my job and started to tidy and browse back the photos I have took and never have a chance to look through and edit.
I have cleared my old posts to start a new chapter of life.
I am gay, I love art and I am jobless. I am currently wandering around, self venturing in my own world who thinks I am an artist but not a professional good one.

I am just taking a risk of my career life by quitting my job and focus on the projects that I have been stubbornly wanted to do. I don't know where it takes me although I am scare but I know I am on something important which only gets me in fear which I call it,  "Life"

I am grateful that I have a sister who cares and worry me for being jobless, a good lover and a financially supporting dad. I will do my best not to disappoint them. God give me time.
Although I am not religious.