Jobless Week 6

Loving my back! haha, Wish I can reach my ideal weight which is 67kg -70kg.

Having normal salad as usual but not everyday, sometimes just eat muesli when ran out of stock for salad. This week was very busy and slightly fading on positive energy or hope on my journey to gain weight and maintaining my muscle without losing balance of time/life on doing the other sides of me which is art projects.

Jobless Day 32, Week 4

Credit to Jason L.W.Wei who took these two photos during the photoshoot.

One week ago, I had a photoshoot with Mei Fern for the second time and this time is indoor which is comfy and more able to control the lights without much demand on the outside weather. But she prefer to take with natural light from the windows. This time, she not only trying the natural light; she bought LED torch light to do new experimental photoshoot together with her makeup artist, Pearl Tan who is good at making special effect make up. She is pretty, this is my second time seeing makeup artist with very good skin complexion, I guess that's the secret of studying make up. Its my second attempt to do heavy makeup theme with Mei Fern but I do feel nice to work with her again as she always have different concepts to try out and I also able to gain new experience. Hope I did perform well this time again! =) 

Jobless Day 11

Nothing much on work progress on my art projects today as I accompanied family for family outings. But still managed to have time completed editing a series of old photos which taken months ago.
And still, I have to remember to be grateful every time I write a post as I just practising to have gratitude.

I am grateful that we have spend a day off family outing although didn't manage to get home and keep our washed clothes inside the house before the rain. I am grateful that at least the clothes are hanging under the roof so it didn't get wet but just humid cold and not fully dry. I am grateful to have chance went to big book store and bought my favourite magazines. I am grateful to have a dad to fetch us to book store mainly helped sister to buy her book. I am grateful that I got to visit my uncle who stayed far away from my house.

I wish everyone have a good Dewali/ Deepavali and bless you all. =)

This is one of the photos I edited today, do check out the full series of the photos at here:
http://j-yau-photography.blogspot.com/2012/11/portrait-010-jeremy-song.html

Jobless Day 4

Finally I got the chance to work with Ad, the photographer today as previously cancelled on yesterday photography session. This is only one of the quick edit photo done by him. I am excited to see the photos of me wearing his handmade pauldron which I think is cool.

I think his talent shouldn't be wasted and need to get to know some makeup artists as his working partners or friends so in future can create greater impact. I also do hope we get the chance to work on some artsy projects or handcraft.

Ad is a talented busy costume clothes maker or you can say he is the tailor that create the imaginary, fictional costumes.

Today I am grateful that I get to work with new photographer and get to try costume theme.  I grateful that I have completed my blog's new header although I am not sure does it matches my background still, a lot of things to find out and learn.

I am thankful today I did spent it usefully.

Jobless Day 1

The picture I wrote,

"I remember a story was being told during this trip before I came here, a middle aged Asian woman
who lives there said, “If you’ve never been there, done that, you’ll never know how crazy you are,
how stupid we were in our youth. Like when you were young, you were so excited to go to Times
Square to count down for New Year Eve, just to get into the crowd see the “apple” drop down and
that’s all. When you look back, you only realize how crazy you were. You won’t know if you have
not done that.” Well I think that’s called life, you have lived with special memories."

I apologize if I have a lot of grammar errors in my writing.

Refreshing my memories after I quit my job and started to tidy and browse back the photos I have took and never have a chance to look through and edit.
I have cleared my old posts to start a new chapter of life.
I am gay, I love art and I am jobless. I am currently wandering around, self venturing in my own world who thinks I am an artist but not a professional good one.

I am just taking a risk of my career life by quitting my job and focus on the projects that I have been stubbornly wanted to do. I don't know where it takes me although I am scare but I know I am on something important which only gets me in fear which I call it,  "Life"

I am grateful that I have a sister who cares and worry me for being jobless, a good lover and a financially supporting dad. I will do my best not to disappoint them. God give me time.
Although I am not religious.